So our household was hit with a cyber attack and this shouldn’t be at all surprising since this person has been cyber stalking my boyfriend and myself for Quite some times. You rather know the ins and outs of ones cyber trail when you do That. Creeper.
So some sort of loathsome creature lurker in our lives the last few years or more
It is pretty vile and any other adjective you want to throw in there but primarily a) it cost money to update our cyber security that we really don’t have and b) it cost more money for my boyfriend to have identity theft protection (as I have that perk from the workplace I am on disability from).
And I have an intense feeling of violation
I’m a private person. A quiet, introverted person. I despise this person for making me feel unsafe in all my corners and niches of my online life. Riffling through my fiction writing and pictures and art and who the hell even knows. It is all so disgusting.
Blogging requires a level of honesty and disclosure with my life and thoughts and if you knew me personally you’d know I am a very honest person. Maybe too much so but I know how to be diplomatic and tactful as well- I just don’t lie about myself or my life. Thing is I tend to only ever open up to people I trust and, well, you guys. I am always able to write about things better than open up to people verbally.
But after this, I am not so certain I can. I feel so creeped out by this all. It is abundantly clear someone I know. Someone my boyfriend knows. Is Not who we think they are. And is something far more insidious on the inside. And I find that deeply disturbing.
Frankly, it makes me want to start narrowing my online life down Substantially. I will end up doing whatever I Want to do and screw them. They can watch me if they want. I am sure its vastly entertaining. However, I am not sure I will keep my blog and associated social media. I don’t know if I want to reveal the depths of to someone that unpredictable and clearly disturbed from the things they have done.
So I am still thinking about my options.