With the loss of work and even before that, with the loss of self worth, my sense of self, disintegrated and I faltered on how to repair it. I didn't for some time. I just coasted. It has only been over the last four years I have really focused on repair and restructuring that real … Continue reading Chronic illness and the loss of sense of self
Chronic pain: The indestructible within
Help me, it's like the walls are caving inSometimes I feel like giving upBut I just can'tIt isn't in my bloodLaying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothingI'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me somethingI could take to ease my mind slowlyJust have a drink and you'll feel betterJust take her home and you'll feel betterKeep telling … Continue reading Chronic pain: The indestructible within
Chronic pain acceptance for me
I have acceptance of my chronic pain and the life I live with it while perusing treatments that improve my well-being and quality of life. Acceptance is not for me: Stagnant. It is not giving up. Like 'Oh well, this sucks, so I guess I will just wallow in my pain-ness forever.' Believing pain is … Continue reading Chronic pain acceptance for me
Chronic illness: Thriving and surviving
There are times when we are in recovery mode. As I am now. I am tapering off a medication which is flaring my vestibular symptoms. This is severely decreasing my ability to function. At the moment. So I am surviving. That is fine. It is necessary. What I question is whether we think we can … Continue reading Chronic illness: Thriving and surviving
Chronic pain and Suffering
As I mentioned in the previous post I just finished reading the book ‘Everything is F*cked: A book about hope‘ which was quite intriguing, by Mark Manson. You can check out some of my thoughts on the concept of an antifragile system and chronic pain in that post. But he also talks about the nature … Continue reading Chronic pain and Suffering
Chronic pain and an antifragile system
I just finished reading the book 'Everything is F*cked: A book about hope' which was quite intriguing. By Mark Manson. There is a section on pain and suffering that was interesting to me. In regards to the fact with chronic pain we know pain and as a result we know suffering. How he talks in … Continue reading Chronic pain and an antifragile system
